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{March 29, 2012}   About to Give Up

My Uncle’s service is today at two o’clock.  Unfortunately, not many of my clothes fit anymore. I have a pair of black slacks with grey pinstripes on them that will have to work. I cannot find a shirt, though. At this point, I’m about ready to give up. Just say I’m sick or something and not go. Selfish, huh? It’s stressing me out so bad and my anxiety level is way up there. I feel sick. I feel like I’m going on stage or something, my clothing has to be perfect- no faded articles, no wrinkles and a proper fit. Not to mention classic. There are no “modern” funerals in my family.

Everything has to be perfect. And I’m far from it, which is unacceptable.



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