notokinthehead











{April 9, 2012}   *~Hate & Love~*

You hurt me
over and over
I’ll take your
pain with a
smile on my
face. I’ll kiss
your lips as
I imagine slapping
you in the
face, and  I’ll
sleep by your
side and dream
about the day
you die. I’ll
tell you I
love you and
that will be
the truth, but
the truth is
I can’t stand
you. I want
you with me,
I want you
gone. I want
you to be
happy, I want
you to be
miserable. I want
you to be
carefree, I want
you to feel
my pain. I
want you to
know what it’s
like to be
completely in love
with you. I
hate you, I
love you, I
hate myself for
needing you. You
hurt me over
and over, I’ll
take your pain
with a smile
on my face.



This is so heartbreaking, but beautifully written and so visceral that it imparts some of that agonizing pain onto the reader. I could fee it.



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