{April 19, 2012}   Bummer!

I had my psychotherapy session this morning. Unfortunately, my therapist is changing her location (just up the road from where she is now) and her sliding fee scale is now at a minimum of $25.00 per session. I am praying that I get insurance or it will be a huge struggle to see her. This morning we decided to make an appointment for two weeks away with the hope that I can find $25.00 by then. Mentally, I can’t afford not to see her, but financially, I can’t afford to see her. Talk about a rock and a hard place. Even more unfortunate… I won’t go to anyone else. So, I have to find a way to make it work.

With that being said, tonight will be my last hoo-rah at the bar for awhile. I have to save every dime I get. Not going to the bar every night probably won’t be a bad thing. I’m slacking on everything because I’m at the bar, staying out late, sleeping in late and not doing what needs to be done. I have probably two loads of laundry to do, I need to clean my room bad and I’ve been neglecting to take my meds about three days per week. So I really need to get my shit together. I’ve also been putting off making an appointment with my doctor to get my back adjusted and get my injections… and I’m paying for it 😦

Hey, you reap what you sow, right?

On a side note, I’ve been carrying a small piece of Play Doh around with me and using it to squeeze like a stress ball when I feel anxious or stressed out. I think it’s been helping. I would definitely suggest it to others who have anxiety or similar issues.

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